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Name: Derek


Expertise: Drumming, Computers
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Member Since: 9/6/2005

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Monday, May 22, 2006

"The Gift"

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of me
I am so ashamed of me...


Tuesday, May 02, 2006

This is a really good song


LostProphets

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love


Thursday, April 20, 2006

Its been so long that it seems
like ive never been to the beach
can we go soon? slow down slow down with me if we leave now we can catch the last boat out and thats the best one on this clear night under pin pricked lights the wind on the boats deck is a cold hand on her neck were slipping into our cold bed its been so long that it seems that ive never danced with anyone she moves on she moves so well if we go outside we can drink a bottle of southern Comfort forgetting to tell time just to sit still weve moved enough the wind on the boats deck is a cold hand on her neck Shes slipping into her cold bed

Its been so long that it seems
she never knew how cold she made my heart




Wednesday, April 19, 2006

You know that "anger" you get sometimes, when someone does something wrong to your friends, and the evilness is yelling louder than your good side saying that you should go break his face into peices and make him apologize to what he did, thats about how I feel right now.


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Well things been good, little tired as usually.  :sigh: 2 more months!! Then me and my friends are going to the beach. WHOOT!!



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